#and my brain is sooo convinced its because she doesnt want to hang out with me
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My anxiety has been particularly bad about the most paranoid of things lately
#every day this week Mei has taken a weird dose of her meds which has caused her to sleep in almost until I have to leave for work#she said its been accidental but then I guess she did it again last night ๐#and my brain is sooo convinced its because she doesnt want to hang out with me#like. that shes doing it on purpose. which is INSANE.#lmao#but even if she was like thats FINNEEEE#ive been SO mopey and whiney about my job and my depressing ass self for so long#and im sure ive been around WAY too much#i like to hang out with her before work but maybe thats selfish idk. im just clutching for any semblance of joy#you know how it is#sigh#anyway#ill let her sleep
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